If you really knew me

Some mornings i wake up,
in a complete tearful cry,
i put on a face and hopefully pull off a lie,
People make fun of the way i act,
and tha is an impact,
on not only me as a person,
but the way i act,
so the more i allow this lie to live,
the more i give,
to this lie i pit on this face,
the more i feel like a disgrace,
nothing can prepare me for this,
to learn that i will be missed,
and accept this,
so if you really knew me,
you would know,
and you will see,
what i can be,
who i am,
and what i can become,
so when you poke your fun,
at this lying face i put on,
i hope i can become your forgiven son,
because if you really knew me,
you would see

Back with me

Listening to the radio this morning,
i heard that song we used to sing along to,
and i know i shouldn't but i do,
i start to think of you,
and wanting, needing, knowing,
you should be in my life,
and the want for you to be my wife,
but i let you go,
like a sun melting a snow flake,
big mistake,

please don't go,
i want you so
i need to get to know you,
more than life itself,
so i when i call,
i hope you answer,
this call to be,
back with me,

Could it be,
you knocking at my door,
oh wait it is the dream i dream,
every night in my sleep,
so when you hear our song,
on the radio,
i hope you think of me,
and the way it should be,
so enjoy life,
and know there will always,
be a back with a knife in it,

please don't go,
i want you so,
i need to get to know you,
more than life itself,
so when i call,
i hope you answer,
this call to be,
back with me.